one of those long days

I’m not blogging as much as I used to. I don’t know if this is a good or bad thing, but I miss it, so here I am.

Recently, I’ve been in a bad mood. Maybe it’s hormones. Maybe it’s the people around me and the stupid things they say and do. Maybe it’s the fucktards that are trying to mess with one of my best friends. Maybe it’s school-related stress. Maybe it’s my upcoming 20th birthday which I’ve been dreading for awhile. Maybe it’s because I won’t be seeing Elle for another three years. Maybe it’s because I miss my parents and I miss Hong Kong and I’m sad that I won’t be going to visit this month. Or it could be all of these things. I don’t know. All I know is that I snap twice as easily and I’m unable to deal with run-of-the-mill bullshit with as much easy indifference as I’m used to.

I’m just thankful for the amazing friends I have. The ones I’ve had for years, and the ones I have recently discovered. I’ve spending about 90% of my time with them and it’s been a blast. I’m also thankful that there’s a cheap and easy way to communicate with the parentals even if they’re a thousand miles away. Other things to be thankful for: coffee and photography, and my dog, Ginger.

Photos courtesy of Carla. And I’m signing off. It’s been a long day, or at least it’s felt like it.